An Experience of Shedding Tears

I led a summer camp which was related to Christianity in August the year before last. I had never been a host until our chairwoman requested me to help her because that camp's staff was deficient. Under her persuasion, I took the job with reluctance and fear. Being a little reluctant, I acquired myself to do my best: as a result, I asked others a favor to teach me how to face a large number of children. And I did it! I really encouraged every one's passion and energy, while all the children of junior high liked my shows and leading. My partners were also surprised and applauded me for my good performance. I shed tears! I cried for joy!

The experience of shedding tears impresses me much. I learn a lesson that a man has unlimited potential. Don't be afraid of anything before we try it. As long as we would like to make our determination, nothing is impossible to achieve. We must get rid of our weakness and fear to challenge ourselves. We will find more interests and wonders. Let's paint colorful lives together!

OH！！@#$%^&*_+......

I was not really satisfied with my presentation. Although I found a lot of researches at pains, my poor English speaking was the major fatal wound.

I'd like to know how I can express my ideas when I don't prepare any note.

A fact proved...this was not a clever trying.

I said incoherently and felt depressed because of the awful expression.

Surely, not only spoken English but also my design must improve.
The topic of this project is "traditional paper cutting".
I want to combine Taiwan tradition with clothes, finding a rare animal in Taiwan called "spotted deer".
Our basic design teacher, Eleanor, suggested me that I should let the spotted deer paper cutting "dangle" from a body, not "wearing" it.
I realize and begin to revise my sketch.
Then, drawing the decorative patterns is the next challenge.
I must strive most! I hope Eleanor will identify with my design.

Will not cry, ok?

To the one considerate,

The position is very awkward to me.
I think it's unsuitable to say some righteous and honorable words.
I think what help can't be had to you.

Perhaps the target is a girl, I will be lighter.
Changed into you, it seems to say everything wrong.


I try to be silent.

I'm afraid of saying the words by mistake, that are more wounded.
When I was using verdant comfort to give you a comfort, a white car stopped In front of us.
The girl has appeared and the boy has got off and opened the door for that girl.

I do not know whether you have seen it or not.
Just I suddenly felt sad, too.

Such consideration, it is believed that you make it but has lacked a car.
She has no longer to enjoy the service anymore.



I want to reaffirm.
In front of me, do not need to disguise mood.
Gender differences are not setting up in the heart in self-respect.
Sadness, is not afraid of lasting but only afraid that suffocates.
Right or wrong, is not having it definitely but is persistent to be only afraid.
Letting going, is not over but just postpone.
Reviving, is not afraid of the strong light, is only afraid that becomes dark.

Can not fly, but walk slowly.
Must come lonely, but live hard.

Need time, resume the wound.
Happy thing must have.
Can not fly, but will thirst for the sky.
A gust of wind falls, but remember not to hide from.
One day in the future, leaping time,
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　You will be free from missing.

That song sung, see you off.



You will regret to let those days gone
Miss just as the door that is closed not closely
There are happy dusts in the air
Otherwise, I close my eyes why they're painful
Everyone does not mention Let me hide from alone
I did not suspect your commitment unexpectedly
Cover repeatedly instead
If not I've loved deeply at first
Try to hate you
But remember your smile

Excuse me rainy days that take you away in front of the fuzzy window gradually
In everybody is it say goodbye to take finally
Excuse me eternity that is taken away by you
I have to lead life smiling
Perhaps I have been already a bit older







Will not cry, OK?

。●Take Me Away---Avril●。

I love punk. My bosom friends know it! Although I haven't loved madly to dress punk style, I admire "light punk". What's "light punk"? It's a kind of bold and rebellious costumes and music. When it comes to music, punk is the reaction of rock. Then, "light punk" is more feminine.

Avril, a rocker, my favorite singer, doesn't like that others call her "punk girl" but is the right person to show "light punk style" including her music and dressing. Her voice seems to be mellifluent, bold, unconstrained and powerful. Listening to her songs, I can sing with her, feel relaxed and release pressure.

Among her songs, I prefer "Take Me Away".

{lyrics}

I can not find a way to describe it

It's there inside

All I do this hide

I wish that it would just go away

What would you do

You do if you knew

What would you do

All the pain

I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth Inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away

I feel like I'm all alone

All by myself I need to get around this

My words are cold

I don't want to them hurt you

If I show youI don't think you'd understand

'Cause no one understand

All the pain I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth

Inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away

"All the thoughts lead back to you, back to what was never said"A couple maybe only have short period or maintain long love but many people often forget the original affection. As often as not after lost, we know to cherish. Sometimes, ambiguous and pure origin is the best relationship because no one can confirm this unsteady situation to manage carefully with each other.

As a resault, when love isn't simple and "I can't handle this confusion", I really hope who could take me away! Even
only one minute, let me take a breather and feel peace.

Complaining

I don't understand why this basic English class has so much many assisnments. In addition to midterm and final
examinations, the textbook is not easy.= = Worst of all, what's "the individual blog"? Industrial design has a lot
of works about sketches, factory training, basic design and so on. These courses make us go mad! Now, this class
produces troubles. The first class of the first day, my mood is down......