──La Mélodie d'Hélène──

This is a movie that I have seen a week ago with Fish. I don't know why it is called by Latin but it doesn't matter. It's a significant story about friends' love, betrayal and trust.

Lo Ning( Su Huilun adorns), girl student of department of music growing up in the single-parent family, the shade that father leaves home in childhood, she is compensated only from Xiao Bang's piano music. Xiao Chin( Wu LiQi adorns), close friend of Lo Ning, being frank, personality wanders up and down in dare on the love of same sex that brings the matter up. Li Hao(Lin Yo Way adorns), a silly and foolish boy student of department of physics, is good at close waiting. During their tender youth years, three young people explore the boundary line of the love and friendship.
Until, a musician, Mr. Daniel from France appeared, their worlds are all changed. At first, Lo Ning saved the alcoholic Daniel and his irritable attitude made her annoyed. When she was attracted by him, not knowing Xaio Chin and Li Hao’s hearts. Again and again, the four people hurt each other. In the end, Daniel went back to France and the three friends to the origin.

People all have engraved memories. To me, back talking in junior, indulging in volleyball and comics in senior, falling in love with Shin in reexamination and attending singing competitions in university were wonderful processes in my life. Well, the movie "La Mélodie d'Hélène" recalled something of mine.

When I was a pure child in junior high, my "friend" laughed at my long face as a horse with other classmates. I was indeed harmed by her and couldn't believe that why she could ridicule me. At that time, I had tasted a kind of abstract feeling called "betrayal". Choosing love and abandoning friendship in this movie may be the right betrayal.

On the other hand, when Lo Ning continually searched and seeked the past of Daniel, I think that the cleverest and rationalist person makes the clumsy ignorance in front of the favorite. I'm not the wise but the fool. The more one plunges in, the more one seizes the favorite's heart. Surely, the injure is hard to disappear and often dull painful. Sometimes, I can tell me that love is not essential but no use. I am still eager to have a dependance.

So what? Just endless sighs......

photos from: http://www.pandasia.com.tw/melody/publicitymaterials/

About Florrie

My name is Florrie, born in Taipei, growing in Taoyuan, has a normal but serious Family. Under my teacher mother's discipline, I was a diligent, talented and well-behaved girl in my childhood. Dancing as ballet, musical instruments as piano, cello and flute and typing rapidly on computer were not difficult for me. Surely, I got pretty good grades at school before senior high. To be a useful person, my mother took the high-handed method to train and teach me. As a result, my childhood was filled with fear, complaint and restlessness. I was unhappy!

On attending the highest senior high of Taoyuan, I started indulging in reading comics and novels and playing volleyball hopelessly. My grades went from bad to worse obviously. Undoubtedly, I failed the important final examination and had no goal to accomplish because of this rebellious action against my parents. Afterwards, I went to a cram school to prepare reexamination, encouraging myself and finding my way in the future. I gradually knew it was my interest which was similar to "design" to make something by hand.

Now, I’m working hard and feeling tired in industrial design. I can’t specifically describe what I have learned but have got rid of that hopeless and foolish girl. Well, thanks to my parents, those talents help me to think unrestrainedly and vigorously. In addition, those special friends, God has prepared in CGU for me, constantly make me feel sweet, touched and delightful! I really appreciate them. Thank their tolerance for me! I enjoy and love in our ID99!

Gratification

The spotted deer Cloth
National flower Tattoo
Ankle sock



Today is the second presentation of Traditional Paper Cutting. Eleanor wants us to show some delicate sketches this
week.

As a matter of fact, I had sat in front of my computer for 11 hours, sleeping at five o'clock in the morning. Expect for searching more complete research, I had started to design the pattern by Illustrator. At first, the works were so huge so I was at my wit's end! My direct senior told me to skim over a website called "dafont" which has a lot of fonts of special and beautiful patterns. Then, I downloaded those what I want and used them to beset a spotted deer cloth with national flowers. I traced and carved different patterns and composed them. My eyes were swollen and uncomfortable and my body was likely to go from bad to worse. After drawing, I prepared the spoken note to remind what I must say the next day.

I dragged my tired body and drowsy head to my classroom. Many classmates didn't sleep well, too. I just thought I'd like to free myself as soon as possible and rest temporately. So I volunteered to present my final ideas and Illustrator works. Although I didn't know what grade I got, Eleanor saw my efforts on this project. I felt gratified!

Now I have to search and buy appropriate material like foam and find the better factory to lase my items. I'm probable to spend huge money...>"<

An Experience of Shedding Tears

I led a summer camp which was related to Christianity in August the year before last. I had never been a host until our chairwoman requested me to help her because that camp's staff was deficient. Under her persuasion, I took the job with reluctance and fear. Being a little reluctant, I acquired myself to do my best: as a result, I asked others a favor to teach me how to face a large number of children. And I did it! I really encouraged every one's passion and energy, while all the children of junior high liked my shows and leading. My partners were also surprised and applauded me for my good performance. I shed tears! I cried for joy!

The experience of shedding tears impresses me much. I learn a lesson that a man has unlimited potential. Don't be afraid of anything before we try it. As long as we would like to make our determination, nothing is impossible to achieve. We must get rid of our weakness and fear to challenge ourselves. We will find more interests and wonders. Let's paint colorful lives together!

OH！！@#$%^&*_+......

I was not really satisfied with my presentation. Although I found a lot of researches at pains, my poor English speaking was the major fatal wound.

I'd like to know how I can express my ideas when I don't prepare any note.

A fact proved...this was not a clever trying.

I said incoherently and felt depressed because of the awful expression.

Surely, not only spoken English but also my design must improve.
The topic of this project is "traditional paper cutting".
I want to combine Taiwan tradition with clothes, finding a rare animal in Taiwan called "spotted deer".
Our basic design teacher, Eleanor, suggested me that I should let the spotted deer paper cutting "dangle" from a body, not "wearing" it.
I realize and begin to revise my sketch.
Then, drawing the decorative patterns is the next challenge.
I must strive most! I hope Eleanor will identify with my design.

Will not cry, ok?

To the one considerate,

The position is very awkward to me.
I think it's unsuitable to say some righteous and honorable words.
I think what help can't be had to you.

Perhaps the target is a girl, I will be lighter.
Changed into you, it seems to say everything wrong.


I try to be silent.

I'm afraid of saying the words by mistake, that are more wounded.
When I was using verdant comfort to give you a comfort, a white car stopped In front of us.
The girl has appeared and the boy has got off and opened the door for that girl.

I do not know whether you have seen it or not.
Just I suddenly felt sad, too.

Such consideration, it is believed that you make it but has lacked a car.
She has no longer to enjoy the service anymore.



I want to reaffirm.
In front of me, do not need to disguise mood.
Gender differences are not setting up in the heart in self-respect.
Sadness, is not afraid of lasting but only afraid that suffocates.
Right or wrong, is not having it definitely but is persistent to be only afraid.
Letting going, is not over but just postpone.
Reviving, is not afraid of the strong light, is only afraid that becomes dark.

Can not fly, but walk slowly.
Must come lonely, but live hard.

Need time, resume the wound.
Happy thing must have.
Can not fly, but will thirst for the sky.
A gust of wind falls, but remember not to hide from.
One day in the future, leaping time,
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　You will be free from missing.

That song sung, see you off.



You will regret to let those days gone
Miss just as the door that is closed not closely
There are happy dusts in the air
Otherwise, I close my eyes why they're painful
Everyone does not mention Let me hide from alone
I did not suspect your commitment unexpectedly
Cover repeatedly instead
If not I've loved deeply at first
Try to hate you
But remember your smile

Excuse me rainy days that take you away in front of the fuzzy window gradually
In everybody is it say goodbye to take finally
Excuse me eternity that is taken away by you
I have to lead life smiling
Perhaps I have been already a bit older







Will not cry, OK?

。●Take Me Away---Avril●。

I love punk. My bosom friends know it! Although I haven't loved madly to dress punk style, I admire "light punk". What's "light punk"? It's a kind of bold and rebellious costumes and music. When it comes to music, punk is the reaction of rock. Then, "light punk" is more feminine.

Avril, a rocker, my favorite singer, doesn't like that others call her "punk girl" but is the right person to show "light punk style" including her music and dressing. Her voice seems to be mellifluent, bold, unconstrained and powerful. Listening to her songs, I can sing with her, feel relaxed and release pressure.

Among her songs, I prefer "Take Me Away".

{lyrics}

I can not find a way to describe it

It's there inside

All I do this hide

I wish that it would just go away

What would you do

You do if you knew

What would you do

All the pain

I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth Inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away

I feel like I'm all alone

All by myself I need to get around this

My words are cold

I don't want to them hurt you

If I show youI don't think you'd understand

'Cause no one understand

All the pain I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth

Inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away

"All the thoughts lead back to you, back to what was never said"A couple maybe only have short period or maintain long love but many people often forget the original affection. As often as not after lost, we know to cherish. Sometimes, ambiguous and pure origin is the best relationship because no one can confirm this unsteady situation to manage carefully with each other.

As a resault, when love isn't simple and "I can't handle this confusion", I really hope who could take me away! Even
only one minute, let me take a breather and feel peace.

Complaining

I don't understand why this basic English class has so much many assisnments. In addition to midterm and final
examinations, the textbook is not easy.= = Worst of all, what's "the individual blog"? Industrial design has a lot
of works about sketches, factory training, basic design and so on. These courses make us go mad! Now, this class
produces troubles. The first class of the first day, my mood is down......